My brain hath failed me

So as I may or may not had mentioned before I had asked a girl out some time ago. Well being the smart guy I am it was two weeks before finals and school ended so it was lame! Well we have been texting off and on during the summer, more off since she has been traveling but that isn't a problem. Well finally the time came for us to meet again at our friends wedding and I was anxious and excited and the time came in the middle of the reception for dancing and I was biding my time, waiting for a slow song. Then it finally came. Nervous moment of truth, I finally got the nerve (though the song would soon end due to my shyness) to ask her to dance, which I was responded to by her saying something but the music was too loud for me to hear and it went like this: 'something something something best friends". Despite not knowing 100% what was said I kinda knew where it was going. She had wanted to stay as best friends and not ruin a friendship. Okay first off I am not mad or anything, I am happy she told me, so I wouldn't be lead on or anything. Well thus ends another story right? Wrong. My brain has kicked into overdrive and is giving me old memories of past girlfriends, relationships and interests. Because it got better as a good friend asked me if I have feeling for her at all. Oh great. That went well in admitting to her I did as I answer questions honestly. She was surprised as apparently we are both two oblivious people but we will not be pursuing anything with each other for reasons. Add in the fact that I am now getting over one girl, admitted feeling to another, and now as I slowly go back to being single, see other qualities in another girl. I am messed up. I don't know what I want, who I like or what I am doing. Its all so very frustrating and worst of all I have random times of being sad. It majorly sucks. I suppose the best option is to continue to read the book I am currently reading (no I will not reveal it, its a secret) and prepare to learn more on relationships. Fun fun fun.