Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Ugh

Woke up at 6 today for no apparent reason at all. Lied in bed for a while till I decided that I'd listen to my Ipod. Three hours and several songs later I decide to get online, just because there is nothing better to do yet as it is still early. As I get online I instinctively head to facebook. But that's normal and okay right? Nothing can go wrong right? Well if we lived in a normal world then yes. The one person I really did not need to talk to was on. So i bailed. Worked right. Yeah if facebook instantly logs you out. Instead it'll probably say I am online, just long enough for that person to realize I was on. Ugh. I have no clue why i am even avoiding this person! It makes no sense. I mean, so I didn't get a text all day. So what? Does it matter? *sigh* Well, I suppose it matters to me. I just wish I knew why. I guess it is because we always talk everyday and suddenly, boom not one text. It was weird. I kinda guess it was a day where I didn't need to be by myself. But no one texted me. I guess I'll pretend yesterday never happened as they just texted me good morning. Yeah good morning indeed.

2 comments:

  1. I wonder, as a 17 year old girl, when exactly this feeling will stop. Like, when it won't matter who texts when. I dunno.. I'd like it to be soon, I guess.

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  2. Mhm most definitely a question I ask a lot. If we talk everyday to the person, does it matter who starts off texting first? It is frustrating. Oh well.

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