Just ranting...again

Ugh. Memories. I hate them. Even the happy ones. Why? Because you eventually realize you can't relive them and then you get emo. Like me. Memories of my years in school and outside of school have plagued me recently. Why? I don't know. Could be the music I've been subjecting myself to. My lack of fun, my lack of money to have fun and just really anything about recent life. Sucks. School is trying to kill me but then again anyone in school now or reallly has ever been in school know that. Midterms, papers, long lectures,and just torture. No fun. Especially when I have a day off and forget the majority of my homework and have a nice pile waiting for me to get done. Like I do right now. Ugh. Add that to family issues, my own personal demons attacking me (not in the physical iteral sense) and just other crap and voila you have an iminient break down. But there is music which can save me so that is a plus. I'd like to thank Steve Jobs for the Ipod and Skullcandy for their headphones. There was Halloween this week so that was a plus since it involved candy, 32 ounce monster, movies and free Tacos. Win right? Yeah up till a certain point and then its back to the slump. Crap.