A ray of hope..

Is still just like a ray of sunshine. Beautiful to look at and it makes you warm but it only takes one cloud to mess it all up. See, that's how i feel. Every time it feels like i am ina good place, or somehting is going my way, or that I may even be getting closer to the girl I like it all shatters like glass. Whether it be my grades scaring me, the fact that the girl I asked out STILL hasn't given me an answer after about 2 months, and...okay well those ar ethe only things but still it sucks greatly. Stupid brain. Oh how I hate thee.

Looking up...Really?

So thing srae finally looking up for me! Last nights production went great and the choir rocked the house but it was all for God's glory and through his Will. Saw my friend Kristina, which was awesome because I haven't seen her in so long. Today is a study day for me, preparing for one of my difficult finals that I'll be having in 2 weeks time in Greek. Fuuun. Not. I have Monster to fuel my resolve though so I'm good for now. Other than that not much just living life some more for another day.

Lately

Stress and I have been continuing our relationship for quite sometime now. What with finals coming up, a failing class, and bets of all my churches choir event which is tonight luckily and so I can worry about one less thing. Add in the mix that I am signed up fro only 11 out of the possible 17 units I am supposed to have. Lame. Epic lame. But soon relaxation and I will be friends. Because my friend and I will be enjoying vacation when we go hang out down in San Pedro in a few weeks. Which is good for the both of us because with so much happening in our families recently it'll be good to get away from home for a bit. We both really need it. Then again I get the feeling that this is just not a good time for anyone really right now. Seems like everyone has something going on lately and I think everyone needs a great big vacation. I know I do. Luckily I have tea and some good music to chill me out. Always a plus. So let's all breakout the tea, coffee or Monster or whatever your choice of poison is and lets put on some easy going relaxing music, kick back and relax.