A ray of hope..

Is still just like a ray of sunshine. Beautiful to look at and it makes you warm but it only takes one cloud to mess it all up. See, that's how i feel. Every time it feels like i am ina good place, or somehting is going my way, or that I may even be getting closer to the girl I like it all shatters like glass. Whether it be my grades scaring me, the fact that the girl I asked out STILL hasn't given me an answer after about 2 months, and...okay well those ar ethe only things but still it sucks greatly. Stupid brain. Oh how I hate thee.