Changes

So I haven't written here in a while. Life has been busy. I am trying to stay up on my studies in school now since so little time remains and I want to pass this semester so i can stay! I hope I do so please anyone pray i won't be an idiot and that I can stay motivated. Last week we had our Missions Conference and despite getting three free days off from class I was not looking forward to it. But then after hearing some of the speakers (the one's I stayed awake to listen to) I felt something began to change in me. Add this ot my acting in a section we call "Global Awareness" which makes people aware of the ministry needed in certain countries ( mine was in India). I have to say after spending parts of those three days praying, meditating, and just resting and thinking, I feel as if there is a change that is wanting to take part in me. I have to admit I am fghting that change, making excuses, compromises, but I don't want to anymore. I want to change. Especially if it will benefit and help me in the long run. Other than that nothing else is really new. Just waiting for vacation to come. Oh! And my birthday is near. Its quite strange. I'll be 21 now and it seems like not much time has passed at all. So. Very. Strange.

Haven't seen you in a while

So recently I learned that my good friend is going on a date with another friend and hearing this coupled with other friends relationships brought into a zone of thinking yet again. Everyone else seems to be jumping into relationships and I am kinda feeling left in the dust of everyone else. So my mind which has been away from relationships for a while is back and reeling. I keep thinking about what to do about it and whether I should even do anything. It's lame. Man I am confused.

Oh boy

Another week has come upon us and let me tell you: it sucks. This week is probably going to be added to my already horrible semester. Had a midterm in Greek on Monday. Yeah that killed me. Had a paper due. That killed me. And today, Wednesday, I had another paper due. I actually survived that one but now we're starting a new chapter of Greek so I am yet again dead. I need sleeeeeep! Badly. To make it even better this weekend is busy. Got a friends birthday I'm going to. I'd be more excited if I had any energy right now but all I can think of is sleep. At least next week I'll have a break since we have our Missions Conference starting next week on Wednesday so no classes and I get to act for the conference. I enjoy doing it, not only for credit but also because its always fun to do! Though I always play the bad guy. Strange. Not only that but other people's week seems to be going down the drain as well. Lame. So hopefully the weekend will bring some much needed rest, energy and maybe some fun. I hope everyone else's week goes better too out there.

Development

Yeah recently things have been interesting and a little hectic. A bunch of stupid financial problems have popped up and it blows because its all due to a guy not punching in a number ( I thought this only applied to Y2K?) so that is a bunch of crap there. An added bonus is now my classes have decided to gear up their tests and midterms finally. First off is with Greek so my worst class is trying to kill me. Oh fun. Other than that my Acts class is wanting a paper soon along with the preparation for our own midterm. More fun. So in an effort to tackle all of this I have been trying to manage my time more. To do this I am now writing down my list of work in a small notebook I have in order to keep track of all I have. Yes, indeed this will be fun since I have maybe between five to seven outstanding items that need attending. So I am off to tackle the fun. Wish me luck.