Changes

So I haven't written here in a while. Life has been busy. I am trying to stay up on my studies in school now since so little time remains and I want to pass this semester so i can stay! I hope I do so please anyone pray i won't be an idiot and that I can stay motivated. Last week we had our Missions Conference and despite getting three free days off from class I was not looking forward to it. But then after hearing some of the speakers (the one's I stayed awake to listen to) I felt something began to change in me. Add this ot my acting in a section we call "Global Awareness" which makes people aware of the ministry needed in certain countries ( mine was in India). I have to say after spending parts of those three days praying, meditating, and just resting and thinking, I feel as if there is a change that is wanting to take part in me. I have to admit I am fghting that change, making excuses, compromises, but I don't want to anymore. I want to change. Especially if it will benefit and help me in the long run. Other than that nothing else is really new. Just waiting for vacation to come. Oh! And my birthday is near. Its quite strange. I'll be 21 now and it seems like not much time has passed at all. So. Very. Strange.