Last Night I dreamt Somebody Loved Me

So with recent events I have seen myself grow some more. I find myself to be quite sick at the moment, catching the first cold of the year and I now realize something. As an adult the world doesn't stop for you if you're sick. You have to take care of yourself and still manage your own responsibilities. It isn't like in High School where you can stay home and make up the work, nope you gotta get up and keep on trucking till you can get rest and medicate yourself. Which is what I have been trying to do (this is new to me and even harder as I lack any energy or feeling wellness to strive) through out these past few days. Got a paper due? Do it. Need to pick up the child from bus stop? Power through it. This is extremely lame and tedious but it is good for me to learn.

Despite all of these things I feel that I am falling back into the same old song and dance as before with being lazy and so I feel as though I should keep myself busy somehow. Probably by staying ahead of my work load which would be immensely helpful to myself at this point. Ah and if you are wondering why I picked the title it was because as I am sick I am having a hard time distinguishing my dreams form reality and remembering which actually happened. So the title is dedicated to my dream which is self explanatory when you read it.