Growth

Sometimes I feel life would be so much easier if I had a change of scenery. Really what I want to say is, I'd rather be alone for a while or just not as cramped like I feel I am. The days of being away from home and at college seems so far off, like a distant dream. I wonder how I was ever homesick sometimes with being here every single day. I feel like I am a plant that needs to stretch its arms out. I dunno I need some sort of growth, that's how I feel but I'm just not getting it. I wonder though is it myself or others that's really hindering it?