You can't

Always get what you want. Yeah isn't that the truth? There are just times when I think that i am so close to getting something and yet poof it disappears. Usually because I realize the truth you know? That I'll never get what I want. But even despite that i am appreciative of what I have. Even if its not exactly what i want it is better than to have something that could be disastrous. Ha ha ha worst part is the control so i kinda need to work on that. I guess I just need to work on it with the time I have.