Good days have found us

I often talk about the voices inside my head. For starters no I am not crazy, this is what i call my thoughts that more often than not plague me. But now recently I have noticed something about my thoughts/voices. they're calmer, they're happy. It's not a loud drum of confusion or self pity or depression but voices of praise and happiness. I'm happy, I am honestly happy and it feels wonderful. I'm blessed and i never realized it. It's gone, all my weight, insecurities (okay most of them), and just...I'm at peace. but i can't ever forget this is a gift from God and i have a mission. Die to myself and live completely and wholly for Christ.