Nope not dead and gone

Well it's been a heck of a long time but here I am. My lack of posts the last few weeks has been due to something positive actually. My church does a fast and I as I don't do food, I do a media fast instead. Three weeks, no internet. I learned a lot about myself for three weeks without something to block everything out of my head here online. Instead it was just me and myself nothing more. I learned something. I give my flesh way too much room to grow and fester into something more. This has to stop. I will write more in length later on everything and explain better. It's bittersweet to be back online.