For a few years now I have known what God wants for me, what path to take. Now suddenly something new has happened that could virtually take my life over. I have been asking God why. Why would He put this, of all things in my life? I'm confused on what I should do. I mean he called me to this and now it seems like what? I have to wait? Am I going to be wandering for a while until He calls me up and says, now I am ready? What's worse is I didn't do well at all in my Major Prophets Online course. I guess you could say I absolutely bombed it. This is a definite downer. All I have left now is one more class that I have to, no matter what, do well in. So my fingers are crossed I can actual self pace myself.
Add in the fact that my old college wants to know how I have been coming along now with my progress. Well, lets see, I just bombe done class and i will do well in the other but that's it, I have just taken 2 classes, I am lame and no I won't be returning, chances are. Another fun fact. This absolutely sucks. So chances are I can see lectures and arguing and blaming in the future form my parents. Oh joy. WHo doesn't like these things? Lame. So yes prayer is welcome, God knows i need it.
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