Friday, June 11, 2010

Freudian Slip

Yeah so I had a weird dream last night. I dreamt that I was hanging out with one of my ex girlfriends. Now this is strange for me because she hasn't crossed my mind in a while at all, nothing reminded me of her recently and its just so weird. Now I've been wondering why I could possibly have this happen and nothing makes sense. It was weird because my mind is going through memories of her and I can't help but think of her now and you know it does surface old feelings and thoughts but I know after a while I'll calm down because of the way the relationship was. The fact of the matter is I haven't seen her since I started college and I am going into my fourth year. We didn't really build a relationship because most of it was online chat and no human contact face to face relationship building. Add in the fact that she was apathetic most of the time and that made for frustration. It was easier for us to say cute things over the internet. Why? We never built that face to face contact. How could we? First a majority of her family disliked me, and second she lives off in the desert. Yeeeah. Its strange that this comes up and weird. Oh strange brain what are you doing to me? Sigmund Freud is laughing at me.

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