Mountains

I suppose it was along time coming to get to this realization. First off I have always said that I'd do things when I was "mature" and would get there someday. Well today I realized something. Why don't I get up and do something about it? I have been waiting for it to happen as if I'll just walk down the street and fall into each experience that makes it happen. Well I suppose it time that I take some steps.

Years ago a friend of mine said that of course God will do things for us in our lives but we can't just sit around and do nothing. God has a plan but he obviously needs us to do something because as we move he directs us. If we aren't moving then what? If we're not moving that just means God has to do something to get us to move.

I'm a place now where I need to move. Need to move to make a few changes in my life. Need to pick stuff up and get rid of it you know? I know those of you who have read my blog before I have said this a couple of times but now I dunno just seems right. It seems that no matter what we do and how much we say we'll change or we are changing it never seems to stop. At least that is what I believe right now as I am young.

I know I've been getting schooled by the Spirit on a whole lot of things since I received my probation years ago. God taught me at one point to have faith, leave my procrastination behind, the beginning part of what it means to be an adult and more recently patience. I suppose eventually I'll go back and apply everything whenever the time comes. I am often afraid and in depressed moods because of the uncertainty of it all. But just because of that I cannot quit. If i do quit I really will have failed. God has this for me and I will see whatever it is to the end as long as it is His Will.

All I know
I still got mountain to climb
On my own, on my own

Switchfoot- Enough to Let Me Go