Songs to remember by

Ever have a song that was just ruined for you, because of a person? Could be friends gone bad, an old flame turned enemy, really anything but The song just brings back bad memories? Can't listen to it anymore can you? It really sucks because I have a whole pile of songs like that not Only one or two. They bring back the memories you wish you could change or images from a moment you'd sooner forget or a wish for a moment to have happened. Yeah that's the music in my pile for me. One of them was a song called Calling You by Blue October. I dedicated this song to my girlfriend at the time and always listened to it at least once a day because this song basically conveyed how I felt.

Well cue break up and the song becomes unbearable to listen to! In fact it is only recently that I can listen to that again. Even then its just not as great as it was at one time. Now you may ask "Robert why do you not just simply delete the songs?" Well that is easy, because I actually bought them and do not want to waste the money I spent on the songs to simply go to waste. I know they go to waste anyway because I do not play them as much as i used to but still better than getting rid of them and then suddenly wanting them back. It happens and more so because of blatant insanity. But sometimes I think we just lie awake in bed with our ipod or mp3 on and just listen to those songs. Because for a moment we might just be back in time when those moments were alright.

You may wonder what inspired this and its simple. As I write this, I am listening to a song that reminds me of someone at this moment. It's good but this one leaves a wanting that can't be filled. Yep, lame.

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me
I can't believe you actually picked me

Blue October- Calling You