Change

I have decided to quit being depressed and worried. To quit being lonely. I just allow in my self pity whenever I do. Now its time to change. I should do something to keep myself up, do what my purpose is to do: Worship God. I suppose I need to be less self involved in myself with being down all the time. I want to make a change, not letting people's actions and words get to me, to change some other parts of me too. It will take time but i suppose it will like everything else.