And now it is Wednesday

Gah. So. On Monday I had an issue with the fact that I waited for a friend to text me as we texts each other everyday. Well that text didn't come. Well that is okay, the day is young, it could come at any time. Well, it didn't. Strange, I thought. I wanted to text so badly but I kind of wanted to see if they would text me before the day was over. They didn't. Needless to say monday did not go well at all. Kind of put me in a depression for most the day until I got cheered up when I watched one of my favorite movies. This cheered me up, greatly and I was better after that. Then yesterday my friend texted me as if it was just another day. I was greatly confused but decided I would let it go since after sleeping some I felt better and a bit calmer though confused and felt like a rant. So my friend I talked for a few hours, just texting back and forth, nothing big. I was bored, she was at work babysitting so it was a normal day. SO later she decided that since the little one she babysat was a bit of a handful that day (she was sick so she wasn't happy) and she was tired so she decided she'd take a nap and would text me when she woke. That was at 2:30. The next text? Was at 10. Wait did i miss something here? Well i knew she was going to go out with her friends and they were going to see a movie but man I expected something. I almost texted her after the last time she texted me but then I remembered she said she would text me and since she was going to take a nap i did not want to wake her. But apparently she forgot. Ugh. Am I being too paranoid and weird? Should I really care? I mean its not like she has some commitment to me or anything but well...I guess I have just come to expect something since we text everyday. Oh well. I suppose I am being a bit paranoid about it all but I dunno kind of feel like I am on the back burner despite that there isn't much reason on why I would feel this way. Oh well. I suppose that is something i need to work on you know? Perhaps texting first more, not expecting her to? But also I think it should be more mutual texting, taking turn perhaps? I don't know. Its in its beginning stages so we shall see. Hopefully the rest of this week goes better.