If its not one things, its another. As summer now is burning slowly off, and the new school year approaches, I have noticed things are getting hot and heavy. It seems that everyone's temper is flaring. Almost everyone inside my house at this moment are angry with someone. Sadly, this is a normal event, one I am used to and have learned how to cope with: I keep my mouth shut. Even if I am talked down to, yelled at and made angry, I keep my mouth shut. Why? Because if I am angry and open my mouth to respond, no matter how right i may be, it'll get worse. Because over the years we have always shared words with each other and said some stuff in anger we of course did not mean but it was said and the emotional scars are there. So I keep my mouth shut because I have zero desire to join the fray. I have long decided that I have no desire to be like my parents, or my family in certain areas because it seems they make things so hard and complicated. Far too many angry voices in this house and in life. Holy crap almost every day it is something that wakes me up. All because someone cannot simply listen after being told something SEVERAL times over and over. It would be helpful if everyone contributed to peace in a household instead of doing what they want but everyone here is an adult and wants to run things their own way, be their own person. But my two older brothers live at home with mommy and daddy so they have to obey their rules. if they dislike it then they can move. Bu they won't. So until the end there is yelling. And until the end, I have Steve Jobs to thank for the Ipod and Macbook and skullcandy for making beautiful noise canceling headphones. Hopefully the heat will go away and stop making people so angry.
Their anger hurts my ears
Been runnin' strong for seven years
Rather then fix the problems
They never solve them
It makes no sense at all
-BLINK 182 "STAY TOGETHER FOR THE KIDS"
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