Saturday, August 7, 2010

Darkest Side of Me

I think everyone, every now and again has that whispering voice. MIne take the form of my own self. The bad side of me I call him. He encourages things, encourages me to do, to think things. Every so often he'll come out and tell me something, usually about someone i am thinking about. He makes me think I am being betrayed or may be betrayed by friends. The worse part is I'll lay awake at night and go over the thoughts he has given me and they plague me. Oh the things he says the bad me! Sometimes he is right though, which makes it all the more worse. Writing about him though, its so much easier to control him. It distracts me and he loses power and goes back in his corner and sulks. Where he belongs. I am free from his influence even though he'll be back whispering in my ear. I just have to keep resisting...




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