I can't figure it out. Why I am so lonely. I suppose hearing from different people about their relationships have got me thinking. Where is my happy ending? My person? How long do I have to wait? I feel lonely, but I shouldn't. I dunno. I suppose with out noticing its been building up. It kind of released today when my mother and I got into it a bit. I had a small breakdown, well a bit bigger than one form years back. Sort of just flooded over, and it doesn't make sense why. It's so strange. I suppose even people like me who look calm have stuff that builds up. I dunno, I suppose i needed it, feeling sad and lonely, I can't help anyone. Once everything clears though, I feel it'll get better, not just for me but for everyone. Seems tension is just wound up high. Suppose we'll all just rest soon. Can we rest now? Can we rest now?
Save me, I'm lost
Oh Lord I've been waiting for you
I'll pay any cost
Save me from being confused
Show me what I'm looking for
Show me what I'm looking for
Oh Lord
CAROLINA LIAR-"SHOW ME WHAT I'M LOOKING FOR"
It sounds cliche when someone says "good things come to those who wait". So I won't say it. What I will say though is you are in no way alone. You have a family, friends and followers on here (ha) who already accompany you through your thoughts pertaining to your daily life.
ReplyDeleteSometimes the journey is smooth, other times it's as rough as a old mans weathered skin. Either way, life is just a lesson we can improve on. Or continue to make the same mistakes. Just a thought.